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Don't you just hate it when you're mad at someone (even just slightly) because they did something that they had every right to do but it still hurt. Not because it had any direct offence but because it punched a 20 metre hole to reality. I mean just because you're smarter or a bit cheesy/lame and you actually want to do something with yourself when your older ( so you follow in the forced rules arranged by our society) it doesn't mean that every single insecure or self-obsessed person needs to somehow take over your ideal and screw it up just to make them have a place in the sociality (and I don't care if that's not a word). It's always them that somehow come across as the person you talk to and befriend, it's only when your on the opposing factor that you see how mentally distorted they are and yet they still get there first. Then you come second. Always second.

So when the person at the beginning does something with the first pick it doesn't just make you mad at them, it makes you mad at yourself and at the world. 2nd is always the follow up from the mistakes. People are blinded by other peoples opinions that they don't see their own path and the trip-ups hurt the other choices. Especially 2nd. Because your always 2nd after someone.......

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